WVYA Journey: reaching out to Filipino Student leaders

Sab and I had a plan of meeting a Filipino student leader to talk about World Vision initiatives. I was set that the meeting will be just a couple of people: me, Sab, Sab’s brother and 2 student leaders. I couldn’t be more excited about it!

Saturday, January 23. 

I woke up feeling energized knowing that FINALLY, after a lot time of reaching out to people, I’m starting to make some progress. My daily routine of heading to downtown got me lost! I’m already in College and Yonge when it came to my mind that I need to ask for the address of the meeting place. Fortunately it’s not far from downtown.

At Parliament St.

I arrived “almost” on time. I saw Sab waiting for me at the entrance. She eventually confessed that it’s not just a small group meeting. It’s actually bigger than expected (her “maybe more than 10” didn’t really help.) I’m not a shy person so it didn’t really bother me if I’m talking to a bigger group, I just need to compose myself before starting. I don’t want to choose the wrong words.


Honestly, I didn’t know that we have Filipino Centre in Toronto. It’s quite amazing and I feel like I belong the moment I step foot in the room. It feels like you’re in a comfort zone.

When I started talking to the students, I first asked them who knows World Vision. And as I expected, I only see a few hands.  That is the main reason why I want to talk to Filipino students. I want them to get involved, and be part of a change -a global change. I know they have the heart to do things for the community. I think we, Filipinos, are very good in helping people because we have that “Bayanihan” (Communal Work)  spirit instilled in our culture and it’s being passed on generations to generations.

The student leaders I met are dedicated to their work, they are helping kids (preschool, midschool, highschool, university) on their home works. They actually started a tutoring club! By looking at the crowd, I know I’m talking to the right people. I know that they have the heart and passion to make a difference.

It’s just a beginning of a great journey. I’ll trip, I’ll fall, I’ll make mistakes. But I will keep GOING. As I keep going, I hope to have my Filipino forces with me.


YES – on strict border policy. NEVER AGAIN for war


This was taken from the Nuit Blanche event. People could cast their vote and there’s a large screen showing the results. NO is leading the poll but I’m quite surprised that it’s almost a tie for them. I voted for No, and I stand firm on that decision [It’s obvious why I chose No]..


I feel devastated about hearing the tragic incident that happened in Paris, France. Innocent people were affected by the attacks which ISIS took responsibility of. I’m really scared that an act of war is happening all over the world. I couldn’t fathom how people could cause harm to other people. I don’t know how could they find joy about it.

PM Francois Hollande declare closure of borders and I believe that’s the best thing to do in this kind of situation. This is the first time after World War II that France declare a state of emergency. It’s something people should pay attention to cause we don’t want war to happen. We’re already in a situation where in any minute war will arise. It’s very contradicting that after November 11, Remembrance day, this tragic event happened.


Some people are asking “What’s happening to the world”. But it’s not the world, it’s the people within it. It’s us, who can do something but choose to be apathetic about it. Our beliefs are supposed to bind us together not oppose each other. We lack respect on other people’s culture, opinion and beliefs. It’s hard for us to accept each other’s indifference.Our elders fought for us to have a free country. We should never let that happen again. NEVER AGAIN. I watched a very touching video -a veteran’s message to people:

But meanwhile in SOCIAL MEDIA where errthing gets annoying..

I’ve been seeing posts from different people posting about Paris attacks. I remember that these same people are the ones who posted something about EU countries should be ashamed cause they have strict policy on their borders- some doesn’t even know what refugee status is. It’s infuriating that their posts are very contradicting. It only shows how hypocrite and trend seeker they are. [i’m really annoyed, sorry] Just realized how inconsistent they could get by following trends. So, for those people I’m referring to… here’s a good book about ISIS >  ISIS: Inside the Army of Terror

Welcoming “refugees” without sifting them through or bypassing the screening process will lead to terrorist attack. WHY? cause terrorist can disguised as a refugee. They have the capability to do it. Asking for countries to be “LESS STRICT” with their borders is like welcoming terrorist to harm their territory.


This should be a wake up call for us. We should have stricter border policy and do not let anyone suspicious get out of the radar. The safety of the citizens/people living in the country should be the first priority. We should NEVER bend on terrorist demands.  I hope PM Trudeau will be able to stand firm on this.


World Vision Youth Amassador


Last week, I received a parcel from World Vision Youth Canada. I couldn’t be more delighted when I saw what’s inside the parcel, a welcome kit for youth ambassador! The word awesome became too shallow when I dig deep into the thoughts written on cards and stickers.

Certainly, it made me more enthusiastic about planning my impact project. I already have a lot of plans (as usual) but I’m thinking about how to put it into action (I’ll get there anyways). I’m trying to make it simple but interactive. By just thinking of gathering all my resources to make this happen, is already making me excited. I just hope all the odds will be in my favour.


This is what strikes me the most. When we were asked what thoughts we fear most on a poster showed to us in our national call, with no hesitations or thinking involved, I typed in those words. I’m having difficulty on facing mistakes and letting people down when I know they look up to me. I want everything to be perfect but I also know that mistakes are inevitable. I just need to do what I want and need to do and everything will fall right into place. As far as I have the right vision and strong passion, I can do everything I want to do.JUST BELIEVE

setting goals 101.xx

Why do people always end up regretting what they did? Maybe because we make a lot of promises when we’re happy and we make harsh decisions when we’re mad? There are some people who’s having a very hard time to determine what they really want, and there are people who set their goals easily but they change it abruptly; It makes me question myself, my wants and my decision making.

I’ve been severely suffering from self doubts and mediocrity. This early/mid 20s age is making me worry about tomorrow and how time flies so fast. Browsing almost all the universities around Toronto and their programs didn’t condole me at all. It just made me realize how much I want to do things but I have only limited time. I know this problem is only for those people who’s deciding on which path to take and not for the people who already have done a bachelors degree, but I feel like I really need to find my true calling.

As the cliche goes, find a job that you love and you won’t work a day, I’m still finding what job I would like. We have so many things in the table yet I’m still undecided which one to pick. I have this one life long dream of becoming a lawyer so I could -not only save the world- argue for a living but what I already have right now is a shining shimmering splendid degree in Information Technology. The dilemma of making my career better is also delaying me on getting my dreams right away.

In the world of operations-slash-IT, every single minute matters. It will sometimes -or most of the time- demand for extra hours of work thus making it much harder to put some focus on part-time studies, but that doesn’t stop an eager learner. I enumerated all the things I want to do in my life and gave it an importance number -you know those things we do in dealing priorities in algorithms,yeah that one. I set some points that would help me to get into that goal, it may not be as detailed as possible but giving me at least a step to take would help me to move forward/closer to where I want/need to be.

So after sitting down for days and thinking what would benefit me, I end up realizing one thing. To get things done, I’m starting new again. Studying is the only thing I want to do right now, wherever my courses will take me for sure, I’ll end up being a lawyer. Everything takes time though I’m not on a rush, I won’t waste a minute dreaming and not doing anything. We have to DO SOMETHING, not just act on impulse but taking into account all the things that really MATTERS. 🙂